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Shine on Me

Shine on me, Lord.

Let your light shine through my heart.

Let your light shine in my life.

Let the people see your light in me.

This is Me!

I love the way how God made me. I am not perfect. My life is not perfect. But my God is a perfect God. I know I am perfect in HIM. Thank you Lord for making me so wonderfully :-)

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My Healer


You hold my every moments
You calm my raging sea
You walk with me through the fire
And heal all my disease


I Trust in You
I Trust in You


I believe you're my Healer.

Thou Art with Me

Glad to be back here again after a long gap. :-)


THOU art with me. With Jesus, I know I am safe. He comforts me.


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 Love One Another

 

A Time for Everything

 "There is a time for everything,
   and a season for every activity under the heavens:

   a time to be born and a time to die,
   a time to plant and a time to uproot,
   a time to kill and a time to heal,
   a time to tear down and a time to build,
   a time to weep and a time to laugh,
   a time to mourn and a time to dance,
   a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
   a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
   a time to search and a time to give up,
   a time to keep and a time to throw away,
   a time to tear and a time to mend,
   a time to be silent and a time to speak,
   a time to love and a time to hate,
   a time for war and a time for peace." Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

God is the reason of every season.

In joy, peace, love - In brokenness, hurt, tear - In deed, action, work - In all that I am - In every season of my life -  I want to TRUST and LOVE you LORD.

This is my desire to abide in You. Never let me go, even if I try to. 

You are the reason of my every season. And I TRUST in You.

Trusting You Lord!

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I Love You....JESUS

I feel like I am falling in love with HIM over and over again.

“This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers and sisters.” 1 John 3:16

 

Love,

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 Friend is someone....

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Prayer, Photoshoot & Gift..all in one day!

Yesterday was full of great surprises both from God and from my dear family. :-)

Firstly, surprise from God. In the morning before the church me and fela were listening to Sis. Thetus Tenney preaching about Prayer. It was a strong a powerful preaching. So touching to my heart. With a mind and heart of Prayer we went to the church. Surprising, Pastor.Daniel preach the same message on "PRAYER". 

Wow..our heart was full of joy. It was exactly what we need...more prayer, more time with Him, more communication with Him. We got exactly what we need. I remember the quote of Pastor "We make mistakes, God forgives. We failed him many times. God forgives. Because of his forgiveness we can be here today to worship Him. Is not that God need us, but WE NEED HIM. We are nothing without Him" I Praise you Lord!!

Second Surprise, my brother Sam told us that we gonna have family photo session.Yeah!! I love photoshoot :-)  So right after the church, we got dressed again and went to the studio. We had a great Photoshoot session..Family Photoshot, and yes, I took one cool photo with my handsome-ever :-)

Third Surprise, In the evening my parents took us out to buy a 'refrigeration' for us..WOW!!! They let me choose my favorite one. Though we had a hard time deciding which one to take, but finally after a long search a black color with a light floral design took our eyes and of course it was in our (dad's) budget too... hahaaa.

All the credit goes to my dear best friend Jesus and my dear loving family. I Love them both so much :)

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Love Disney Movies

 

Untill now, watching Disney movies is among my choices in my leisure time. I still love to see beautiful and lovely princess in beautiful gowns.

I recently watch 'Tangled'. The movie made me laugh and cry at the same time. I feel so stupid at myself when tears rolled down on my cheek. It was funny, but very emotional though :D

The above scene is my favorite in this movie. 

Disney, I am waiting for your next princess to come.

From the childish part of my heart,

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His Promise never Fails

"Nothing compares to the promise I have in you"

I heard and even sing this song many times. Every time I sing this song, it reminds me of all the promises I have made to God. Many of them which I failed to keep. Sometimes I don't even remember my own made promises.

I FAILED GOD so many times in my life.

But HIS UNFAILING LOVE never and ever FAIL me.

His WORD is like a unshakable ROCK.

I do not trust in my own feelings anymore. 

I lean on you.

I trust in your promises.

I feel like God is singing me this song "Nothing compares to the promise I have in you" and I am singing back the song to HIM.

I Love You, Jesus

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Pray for Japan

PRAY 

FOR 

JAPAN

I just can't stop myself from googling about the breaking news in Japan. My heart ache for the people who are suffering, lost, hurt and destroy by tsunami.

Praying, Praying, Praying unto you O Lord for the people who are suffering.

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In sickness and suffering, I will Praise thee O Lord

I will Praise thee O Lord. You are my strength and my shield.

On last weekend I fell sick for two days after returning from Delhi. 

Thanks to Jesus for my mom, dad and sister (in-laws) around me who took care of me so lovingly.

Now I am doing good and am back to work again :-)

My mom and dad (in-laws)

Just a day after mom and dad left for their home town, my handsome-ever got high-fever that he couldn't sleep properly for a night. Again God showed up (as always), my mother visited us and prepare a delicious dinner for us. Thanks to Jesus, now my husband is doing good.

I Praise thee O Lord for who You are and for What You are

My favourite pics in Delhi

Praise the Lord,

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Back to Kolkata!

We are back to kolkata again after a long fun-filled 10 days leave for a beautiful wedding of my brother-in-law  in Delhi. The wedding was perfect and beautiful, it reminds me of our wedding day on last year. 

The weather was not so cold, not windy, but fine and pleasant. The decorations was so cool..love the color combination white+green. The bride and groom are the world's most beautiful couple (in  my eyes), God's chosen, God's blessed, God loving. 

May the love of God surround this couple with grace, blessings, joy, peace, strength, power and spirit all the days of their life.

Love,

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We're in Delhi :)

He leads us, He protected us, He guides us, He is our savior and redeemer. Glory and praises to HIS glorious name.

We arrived in Delhi safely by His grace alone. 26th is the wedding of my brother-in-law with the sweetest girl in the world. They both are so adorable couple, God fearing and God loving.

I am having really great time with my mother and father (fela's parents). My handsome-ever just arrived today. Nothing is better than being together with all family members. I love my family. :)

Looking forward with a great delight for the BIG day.

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Another Beautiful day

Yes, it's another beautiful day. A new day. A day of blessing. A day to give more Praises and Thanks to the Lord.

I am so thankful to you Lord for this day. My life is beautiful just because of You Lord.

You make all things new and beautiful.

"A life without you is no life at all"

My handsome-ever played me this song in the morning while I was busy in preparing the breakfast. Oh..how I love this video, this song...I will Praise You Lord. Did I mention how I love this man who played me this Video? :-)

Lord I praise you

For bearing me up and giving me wings

For lifting my sight to heavenly things

For giving me song I can't help but sing

Praise You

The song is "Praise You" by Talley Trio from Rocky Mountain Homecoming. (I am unable to upload the youtube video...something is wrong with ME or with the video..need to learn more..hahaa)

Be Blessed

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Finally, we shifted :-)

Praises and glory be unto the LORD our GOD Jesus!

I love our new home (eventhough it is rented). I enjoyed our big kitchen and a well-painted bedroom. The hall is spacious and clean. The surrounding are clean and tidy. I am so very grateful to God. :-)

 " When I called, you answered me;

You greatly emboldened me."

Psalm 138: 3

Miracles Happen Everyday


I've share this post in the youth blog here. 

I believe in MIRACLES.

MIRACLES of God alone.

I believe MIRACLES is happening everyday somewhere or somehow which I don’t understand.

I know our GOD is a miraculous God. And nothing is impossible for HIM.

I am glad HE has never give up on me.

Who am I to give up on anybody?

Use me Lord to be a blessing for others, to impact the lives of other.

Never, Never, Give Up

Unanswered Prayers

It's already been 2 weeks since we've been looking for a room for us to stay. We have contacted many brokers but none of them could show us the room that we want or which is in our budget. It was not that difficult two years back when we searched for a room. But this year it becomes very hard to find a good room in a good price. Huh! The house rent has become so high and expensive. :( . I am feeling so tired of searching and  finding nothing.. :(  I badly need a guidance of God to help us and show us the way. 


Is my prayers not heard by God?


I found the reason of my unanswered prayers through our cell group lesson on last sunday. Thanks to cell group materials :)


The reason why our prayers is not answered.


It could be:
If my request is wrong, God will say "No"
If my attitude is wrong, God will say "Grow" 
If my timing is wrong, Go will say "Wait"


Jeremiah 29:13 " You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."


Matthew 7:7 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock  and the door will be opened to you"


What could be wrong with me? Is it my attitude or my request or could it be my timing? It could be anyone of this.


If my request is wrong, I am ready to learn the right things Lord.
If my attitude is wrong, I want to have a right attitude Lord.
If my timing is wrong, I am ready to wait for your timing. Grant me more patience Lord.


Because, I know....


2 Samuel 22:31 "As for God, his way is perfect: The LORD’s word is flawless; he shields all who take refuge in him."


Waiting for You Lord


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My Nephew Christopher at 5 months

This little cute baby boy is growing so fast. And I love to see him learning or doing something new every month. He is already 5 months old boy :-) Now he can grab things tightly and put it in his mouth no matter what it is. We need to be very much careful of our hair when we hold him, cos he used to pull it so hard that it hurts. 

He is very much fond of cameras :-) Whenever we put a camera before him to take his pics, he smiles and open his eyes wide and gave us a nice and cute pose :-)

Love you Chris :)

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Office-Walk

45 minutes of lunch break is a time for eating and walking for three of us - myself, my hubby and a dear friend of us Sujit. Our office is located beside a beautiful lake called Rabindra Sarobar Lake where we like to go for walking after a lunch. And we do sometimes take a pics :)

Bihar Crusade 2011

I remembered my first-ever mission trip was in Zawllian (Diphu) when I was 16 years old. I was the youngest among the youth group during that time. It was a two day journey by bus, by train and 6 hours walking. The memories are still so fresh in my mind. I still do remembered all the fun we had on the way eventhough we were badly tired.

Since then, I tried my best to never missed any mission-trip whenever possible. :)

And when we moved to Kolkata, God opened the door for me for another mission-trip to Bihar. I first visited Bihar (Mahnar) with Pastor. Daniel Darlong and Bro.Fela (before our marriage) in the year 2006 or 2007 (I exactly don't remember the year). And my second visit was for the marriage ceremony of Bro.Birendra daughter in Bihar. Bro.Birendra family are the first people who received Jesus Christ and were baptised in Jesus name.

And my third visit to Bihar was for the Bihar Crusade 15-16 Jan 2011 in Hazipur. This time we had a special guest from Bangladesh Bro.James Corbin and us (Zion Youth from Dum Dum UPC) represents as worship Team.

Bro.Corbin preaches mostly about the Power in the name of JESUS. It was very interesting to me. God blessed his preaching and it was amazing to see many people received healing in Jesus name. It was so joyful when we all hug each other and cried and prayed for each other. Eventhough we are all from different place and culture but GOD has brought us all in HIS culture. How great is our God.

The weather was very cold for us below 5 degree. But it was beautiful to see the field covered with mist and fog in early morning. And the best part was that we were all together giving our BEST to God in serving others. 

I am looking forward for my next trip again... (but not sure when?)

This is a cauliflower plants. So beautifully blooming in front of the GEMS church where we had crusade (Hazipur).

Pastor.Ramliana from Manipur praying for people to be filled with Holy Spirit. He is always our special guest whenever we had crusade in Bihar.

The day when we arrived Hazipur station on 14 Jan. (Shivering with cold)

 

A shot on sunday morning (16 Jan) to show how cold the weather was but still how excited we were :)

Faith for OTHERS

Matthew 9:18 " While he was saying this, a synagogue leader came and knelt before him and said, “My daughter has just died. But come and put your hand on her, and she will live.” 

Last night I prayed and cried, cried unto the Lord. My heart was heavy, very heavy.

I opened the Bible and found this verse;

“My daughter has just died. But come and put your hand on her, and she will live.” 

God speaks to my heart by the word of a father who have a Strong FAITH in GOD to heal his dead daughter. His daughter had died...she was death. She doesn't have anymore feeling, no desire, no heart beat, nothing...she was death. 

She had no more strength to come to God, no desire, no willingness, no feeling, no LIVE, no soul in her anymore.

But it was the FAITH of the father in Jesus that bring her back to life.

It was the never-giving up attitude of the father that makes GOD to heal her daughter.

It was the LOVE of the father for her dead daughter.

It was the strong BELIEVE of the father on Jesus miraculous work.

It was a HUMBLED HEART of the father that bow down before Jesus for his daughter.

There are many who have taste the bliss of heaven, has been filled with the spirit of God, been baptized and once had a relationship with God. But...Where are they now? They are no longer to be found in the church. They are not even with the youth group.


What am I suppose to do Lord to help them back to you? 

Am I not doing enough for them? 

Am I not praying enough for them lord? 

Is my love for them is too narrow? 

Not only these, there are many more QUESTIONS arises in my mind. 

God reminds me of a father in the above verse, whose FAITH in JESUS for his DEAD daughter bring her back to LIVE. 

I know...now...that I need to have FAITH in GOD for OTHERS.

I know I cannot change them, But I AM SURE that GOD can change them and bring them back to HIMSELF through ME.

Thankyou Lord for believing in me

Love

My Nephew

I can't resist to kiss those chubby cheeks :-) My nephew Christopher is only 4 months old. He is a quite baby..he hardly cry, but always like to smile. He is a beautiful blessing to our family.

Love,

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Thankfulness

"Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new" 2 Corinthians 5:17

God is so good. My heart is overwhelm with joy and thankfulness for all that He has done in my life.

How grateful I am to you Lord. I am touched, healed, blessed, restored, anointed, loved by You in so many ways. How thankful I am to you LORD, thankyou Jesus.

The year 2010 has been a blessed year for me. 
God made the most beautiful day of my life on 10th April - the love of my life marry me :) 
He led me stayed with my family together whole year :) 
He blessed me with a new wonderful family (my in-laws).  
He gave us a new member in our family - my nephew. 
He makes me learn a new lesson in Him :) 
He holds me tight through my love one when I was low and teary. 
He opens a door for me to new spiritual-relationship with others. 
He gave us an opportunity to serve our brethren in Christ in Jharkhand.

How grateful I am to you LORD for being my LORD, FRIEND, SAVIOUR, MY HEALER, MY REDEEMER, MY EVEYTHING. 

I believe 2011 is going to the best year again, more best things is yet to come :-)